Till now, i do not have the courage to pinch myself 2 feel any pain. How i wish all this is just a long nightmare. Good bye my beloved buddy, rensheng...
I first saw GYS in poly. He was one of the only 2 guys left in my class during that time. I was reluctant to talk to him because im shy and i think he is weird. Well, maybe that's what he thinks of me as well during that time. I guess fate plays an important part in our lives and a year on, we, together with 4 other buddies, Kai, Alan, Edwin, and Figo, became the best of friends in poly and we eat, shit, play and crap together for almost everyday since then...
8 years on, our friendship had grown stronger. Although i always scold him during soccer, i meant no harm. Although i always use foul language on him when im unhappy, i don't mean it. How i wish i can be given a chance to treat my great friend of mine better.
He was one of the only friends that i can confine in whenever i face troubles. Aside from matters of the heart, i will always go to him for advise. And he will always be there to listen to my whines. But what a crap friend i was. Whenever he need help, i will only go to him when i have the time. Whenever he needs advise with regards to the girl he likes, i always give him bullshit. If only i can tell you physically how sorry i am for you to have such a lousy friend as me.
He was also someone with great mental strength and ability. Whenever we play MJ, the tiles he wants will always go to him when he wants it. That explains why he always beat us in MJ. He was also someone who knows no limits. That is maybe why he worked so hard and without sleep for days.
Life may never be the same again, but we all have to move on and live our lives to the fullest for our dear buddy. I beg you, pls come into my dreams so i can know what you need and pls come and have a chat with this crap fren of yours, because he miss you...lastly, pls read the offline msg i send you in msn...
Farewell my friend..
Kok Sing will always miss you...
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