Almost 3 years le...

Hey man,

How have you been? It has been almost 3 years since u left us le. Time really flies. Still remember 3 years back we were embarking on our game project and I was even ready to quit school if it was commercially successful. Well, I guess we'll never know what that will turn out. Haiz.

Anyway, since then, so much things have happened. Figo has went back to study as you have predicted. And well, there have been changes in most of our lives. I've also finally graudated le. :)

Read your journal and I realized how much we missed you. It's a shame that we are unable to continue with this journey called life together. You are such a great friend, a great buddy. :)

Where ever you are, I hope you are doing fine. Take care.

KC

Miss your crap

Happen to read your old blog and realized how much I missed your crap. It was so much fun having you around. Hope you are well.

Take care man.

KC

Hey man!

Hi man, it's been a while since someone posted something here.

Well, just want to say that we've not forgotten you k.

How time flies, it is already almost a year and a half liao. How are you getting along? Hope you are able to read this post. 

Well, for us guys, things are pretty much the same. I'm still studying, Alan is still trying to figure out his dream job, Figo is still figo, Edwin and Kok are well doing the same thing I guess. Ha.

Well man, since you left us, I think I'm no longer the same guy anymore. I'm quieter now and I look at life more differently. Life is so fragile. You never know what is going to happen next.

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if you had not left us suddenly and we went on to start our own company and develop the game we had in mind. Would we have succeeded? Hmm, I'm pretty confident that we would have came up with something decent, even if it may not be the next blockbuster game. Ha.

I always wonder what is the purpose of our life on this earth. I have been thinking of that a few years back and when you left us, it made me pondered more.

I'm sure our role in life is not just to work, make money, get married, start a family, retire and die. Though most of the population on earth is doing that. I'm sure that's much more meaning to life. But just what is it?

I cannot imagine living a life like that. That sucks. And it's sad. And there's really no point. I'm sure we can get by and be happy when we have a loving wife, start our own family and see our kids grow up. But deep down inside, I know that there must be much much more. 

Nowadays I also have no one to chat to about this kinda stuffs. Last time, at least can talk crap with you, ask you for advice. Now? Well...

I hope you are happy where you are at man. Being happy. I think that's one of the most important thing in life. Being happy and knowing your purpose. Having a direction, knowing what you are going to do.

Take care man. Hope I see you in my dreams tonight. :)

The tears are gone but the pain still remain...

Hi man, it's me again. Well, it's been a while since I posted something here, just thought that I would add on to the previous post.

Yes, we have not forgotten you, I think we never will. Everytime when I log on to your tribute blog and read the posts, I will always be filled with sadness.

It has been almost 9 months since you left us but the memories are still fresh. The tears are gone but the pain still lingers.

Everytime whenever I work on my programming assignments I will think of you. The "fun times" we had doing programming together, "The Awaken Chaos", "School Days"... Nowadays when I have difficulties with my programming, I don't know who else to turn to. Ha. Last time I could always count on you to "explain" to me. Now I guess I'm on my own...

You know something, I've got to admit that when you were around, most of us took you for granted, we never truely cherish you for a great friend that you were, a great buddy to have around. But now I guess it's too late for all that right?

Wherever you are man, I hope that you are happy and hope that we will get a chance to meet again.

Missing you man...

You are not forgotten...

Hi man. Just want to let you know, you are not forgotten by us. 2day, i went to ktv with my gf and i still sang songs like, "I don't wanna miss a thing" and "peng you". I hope you can hear my singing man. Ha! Well, hope everything is fine for you and you are happy, no matter where you are. There's no point looking back le. Hope you have found a new future somewhere else and we will wish you all the best, no matter how busy we are with our lives.

I miss you buddy, i really do. Take care.

changes in life...

Life has always been ever-changing in our world. Every time we visited you at Mandai Crematorium, i feel like you are just standing next to us.....

Still Missing you...

Hey man, almost 5 months have passed now...

Just want you to know that you are not forgotten and we are still missing you...

Went to visit your parents with Alan last week. Don't worry k, they are doing okay. The guys and me will be dropping by your house to check on them whenever we have the time. You don't worry k.

Anyway we give our numbers to your mum also. So if there is anything they will call us.
Hey man, even when I'm writing this now, my eyes are not dry. I really hope that you can read this. At least I can take comfort in knowing that you are still among us. If you are reading this now, give me a sign k, a dream or something.

The guys are fine, we are all busy, mostly with work and girlfriends. But we still meet up occasionally. The last time I played Mahjong with them at Alan's place and they told me of your legendary mahjong skills. Ha.

Alan and me are still missing you badly. The rest of the guys are too.

I'm sorry man, we didn't get a chance to complete the game design for Zoo-a-mania. I just cannot do it on my own... I have not been doing programming since that day you left us. Game programming is just not the same without you...

Hey, you still owe me that program structure remember? Ha. Never mind, you hold on to it first and pass it to me the next time we meet again.

Well man, I hope you are fine where you are at. And I hope you are attached already! You deserve it man, you are such a nice guy...

Alright, that's all I have to update you. Talk to you again next month.

Take care.

Missing u,
siukai