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I need to make a feel disclaimer before we go into the topic.
1) I dont know Runsheng very very well.
2) It's 1am now - technically speaking, my brain is not functioning well.
3) I does not have the ability to express thought & feeling very well.
Well.. we can start now...

The call came as a surprise. A friend who we know long long ago and have not met for quite some time… left, quietly.

I believe like me, many of you go through shock, numbness then denial. In the medical world, this process is the normal psychological response. I m still stuck in denial. Not willing to delete his contact from msn. Not willing to delete his number from my mobile.

I remember… he taught me how to cycle. The painful way – falling and he said, “Stand up. Don’t worry lah… we will hold ur bicycle…” The next time when the wind is in my hair, I will remember I m able to be on the wheels bcos of him.

I remember… he walked me home. “Aiya… I stay there… no worry.” In the end, he walked back to the gathering after walking me back. The next time when I walked along that road, I will remember his company.

Dear friend, you know what… "Death ends a life, not a relationship. As long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had, we can die without ever really going away. All the love you created is still there. All the memories are still there. You live on—in the hearts of everyone you have touched and captured while you were here." adapted from Tuesday with Morries

Thanks for being such a great fellow all along.

对不起，最后一程我缺席了。

WL