Still missing you...

It's late at night and I'm munching on mamee snacks, just like how you used to....

I'm still missing you man... hai...

Sometimes when I'm alone travelling on the bus, taking a stroll or awake in the middle of the night, I will think of you.

Sometimes I wonder what was on your mind that very instant... I know you wouldn't go down without a fight... I know you; you are a fighter.

There's so much I want to talk to you about; the stuffs on dark energy, anti-matter, wormholes, time travel which I've learnt during lectures, all those stuffs which we so eagerly discussed. And also the latest season of Lost. It's nice man, I'm sure you will be stunned by the twists in the plots so far... hai...

I really hope there's really life after death, that you are still amongst us, that you still exist. At least I take comfort into knowing I will meet you again eventually and you are watching over us.

And hey, I guess you know by now, our dear vice president is attached. I wonder whether you have anything to do with it? ;p

Nowadays, I try to keep myself busy... I'm slowly moving on. I try not to think of you so much... sorry man because thinking of you really makes me very very sad... but hey I promise I will not forget you k.

Lots of love (Not the gay kind lah.) and I really miss you very much.
siukai